Dated fates. Reincarnated high stakes. Do you ever wonder what the point of it all is? Painful endeavors. Shortly lived forevers. Do you ever wonder what the point of it all is? When your being is feigning for depth to get lost in. No compasss needed. Instead we relive the same story. Defeats, defeated. Do […]
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I’ve had my fair share Of the fair weathered although a moon child. I fell in love with the sun. Negotiating with the stars for a sign. What’s the reason why? Manipulating my guides to pass along the message, growing impatient inside. Wishing onto the skies, Past lives flash by, and go on. Promises that […]
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As a child I was never enough, always too much. Too much rebellion not enough conformity. I couldn’t bring myself to pretend to believe. I was too much of me. My ethics, my morals, my opinions were just too much intact. I came to earth as a light worker, a star seed to be exact. […]
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Antidepressants coping through tough lessons as an adolescent. Feelings sorry for myself. There I stood embracing the summer solstice under a full moon. Breezy vibes behind yellow tape lines. An innocent bystander. So I thought. Paramedics pushed aggressively through, as I peeked over, scoping the depressing display. I stood on my tippy toes, behind a women tall, […]
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Past the strength and detachment is poetry and warmth inside of me. brewing passionate love. Usually avoidant of tapping in, fear of insurmountable loss. The loss of my identity. knowing it’s all a paradox, because that’s the only time I actually find me. After all I am made from love, by two people In […]
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Time wasted, slow paced, Being forced to deal with things my soul can’t resonate with. I can’t relate with. I’m disdained, living in a world filled with do as I says, not as I do’s. The hypocritical, stereo typical People living figuratively, but screaming LITERAL. Speaking of literal, why do people use the word so frivolously, […]
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I will, I can, and I did. If given the chance id do it all over again. Twice as long, three times as passionate hopefully the fourth times a charm. He asked me would I? I said I will. I have before, granted in a life so long ago. But I did and I will, […]
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“Mommy!” I tearfully called out. I know what you’re thinking. “Why your son? why now? Why ever?” I was always a good kid, I was cleaver. Light hearted, comical, and empathetic. The actions of those people, pathetic! Why can’t you hear me? See me? Feel me? Please listen to me, don’t cry, dry your eyes. […]
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Dearly beloved, Today we are gathered here, not in holy matrimony, but to mourn the death of who I thought he’d be. When we first met he was godly, respectful and wise. Every word he spoke figuratively danced off his tongue, twirling and whirling their way in to my heart. It was a perfect […]
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When I look in to one eyes, as cliche as it might sound. The room slows down. My energy flows in a frequency only perceived by he. I see each red strain in his chestnut colored eyes. Showcasing the long sleepless nights. He’s funny, light hearted and wild. Gentle spirit, sweet scent, with a […]
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