Antidepressants coping through tough lessons as an adolescent. Feelings sorry for myself. There I stood embracing the summer solstice under a full moon. Breezy vibes behind yellow tape lines. An innocent bystander. So I thought. Paramedics pushed aggressively through, as I peeked over, scoping the depressing display. I stood on my tippy toes, behind a women tall, […]
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Past the strength and detachment is poetry and warmth inside of me. brewing passionate love. Usually avoidant of tapping in, fear of insurmountable loss. The loss of my identity. knowing it’s all a paradox, because that’s the only time I actually find me. After all I am made from love, by two people In […]
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Time wasted, slow paced, Being forced to deal with things my soul can’t resonate with. I can’t relate with. I’m disdained, living in a world filled with do as I says, not as I do’s. The hypocritical, stereo typical People living figuratively, but screaming LITERAL. Speaking of literal, why do people use the word so frivolously, […]
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I will, I can, and I did. If given the chance id do it all over again. Twice as long, three times as passionate hopefully the fourth times a charm. He asked me would I? I said I will. I have before, granted in a life so long ago. But I did and I will, […]
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“Mommy!” I tearfully called out. I know what you’re thinking. “Why your son? why now? Why ever?” I was always a good kid, I was cleaver. Light hearted, comical, and empathetic. The actions of those people, pathetic! Why can’t you hear me? See me? Feel me? Please listen to me, don’t cry, dry your eyes. […]
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Dearly beloved, Today we are gathered here, not in holy matrimony, but to mourn the death of who I thought he’d be. When we first met he was godly, respectful and wise. Every word he spoke figuratively danced off his tongue, twirling and whirling their way in to my heart. It was a perfect […]
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When I look in to one eyes, as cliche as it might sound. The room slows down. My energy flows in a frequency only perceived by he. I see each red strain in his chestnut colored eyes. Showcasing the long sleepless nights. He’s funny, light hearted and wild. Gentle spirit, sweet scent, with a […]
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I walked in to the dimly lit room where I lie. Soft meditative violins playing faintly in the background. I heard creaks from the floor boards echo under my feet in our old apartment home. I walk up to the small toddler bed. There I lie, an innocent child. I whisper softly to me. Hoping […]
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He knew it was me all along. The one he danced with in a past life, his old wife. We met again centuries later, but it was different now. He was famous. We met under the bright lights of his fame, but his internal light shone brighter. I recognized his soul, unfamiliar […]
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He whispered, “I love you.” I whispered back the same. My eyes welled up with tears of disgust. We were standing in front of each other. Just he and I. In a small box shaped, bland white room. no decorations in sight. Next to us stood a large splintered door once beautifully carved, painstakingly […]
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